MTG

Me: Papa nak pergi masjid dah ke?
Papa: Ha'ah.
Me: Hari ni ada orang US datang eh?
Papa: Hmm...
Me: Kirim salam eh kat diorang.
Papa: *membalas dgn jelingan manja gitu*
Me: Ahaha *sengih2*

Bismillah. Assalamualaikum semua. :)

Hmm I feel like updating my blog just because.

So this is my 1st entry for 2013, hopefully not the last. aha!

Ok since end of last year, October or November maybe, Papa took this volunteering job at Masjid Negeri Selangor as a Masjid Tourist Guide (MTG) to spend his time. I think it was very interesting to be able to show and tell to the not-yet Muslim on how our Masjid runs. And Alhamdulillah, Papa gets busier everyweek as the number of visitors increases he even has to be on duty on his non-duty day! That means more people are interested to know and learn about Islam! MasyaAllah! May all of these people be blessed with hidayah and may Allah give some of the credits to Papa for his good deed and granted all of them His Jannah. 

For more info on this program or if you wish to become one of the volunteers, please go here:  PEMANDU PELANCONG MSSAAS

I envy you Papa! You seems to be very good at everything. Your self-confidence, your fluent English, this is totally the right job for you! :) I hope it makes you happy rather than being at home and had to feed your lazy daugther here. aha! And I hope one day I too can be like you. ^_^

"No good deed is a small deed"

Clueless

Assalamualaikum.

Selalu rasa macam nak update blog.
Tapi tatau nak blog pasal apa.
OK tu je nak cakap. Hehe.

p/s: ok tak come back after 4 months macam ni? Haha. :P btw, saya sihat alhamdulillah :)

Ouch!

Dear Pain,

Please go away. I really need to  use my brain right now.

Sincerely,

Me.


p/s: stress! -_-"

Growing Up

Assalamualaikum.


Ya Allah, nampak sangat dah lama tak bukak blogger.
Dah berubah dah cara nak post entry.


Hmm, aku tengah sedih.
Aku ni tak habis2 cerita sedih kan.
Sebenarnya adalah berita gembira, tapi entah kenapa aku rasa sedih pulak.
Dan setiap kali aku rasa sedih tu lah, aku rasa nak berhenti kerja.
Sebab aku macam tak boleh pikir benda lain.
Dan setiap kali tu lah, muncul satu post kat sini.
Bengong sikit hormon aku ni. Haha.
OK takpe lah tu.


Nak ceritanya.. dikala aku tengah bekerja hari ni, mak + ayah + adik aku tengah duduk semeja, menghadap dokumen2 yg begitu byk. Dokumen budak kecik ni nak apply masuk univ. Huhu. Aku agak budak lelaki umur 17thn ni masih boleh dianggap budak2, sebab semua benda mak ayah aku checkkan untuk dia.


Aku tak ingat pulak zaman aku dulu macam mana, tapi aku rasa mostly aku yang uruskan sendiri. Sekarang ni aku pulak yang stress tengok mereka ni duk gaduh pasal English grammar. Sebab nak masuk univ ni budak ni kena buat satu essay pasal perancangan career etc etc. Haha aku dengar pun aku nak tergelak. Tapi malas la kan aku nak campur. Orang kata, don't add oil to the fire!


Mak aku ada la jugak tanya2 aku macam mana nak buat ayat itu ini, tapi mama, anakmu ini sangatlah bizi dengan kerja, makanya otak ini sungguh tepu untuk mengeluarkan sepatah mahupun sebaris ayat. Benornya aku dah lama tak buat essay. Hari2 aku menulis emel kat orang UK takkan sama dengan ayat essay nak promote diri sendiri. hua3.


Erk. apasal ada anjing menyalak tengah2 malam ni? isk. oklah. aku rindu kat blog ni je sebenarnya. malam ni aku kena buat sesuatu untuk rawat hati yang sedih ini. kotor sangat dah kut hati aku ni. 


p/s: yeay! tak jadi training esok. esok aku ada misi ke rumah makcik urut. kaki sila lah cepat baik, dah nak kena masuk ofis dah ni. huhu. 


p/s: semalam kemas bilik, jumpa surat, greeting cards dari kawan2 masa sekolah dulu. haih tambah lagi rasa sedih. 

Mama, I'm sorry I grew up way too fast

my monday

sometimes i feel like no one gets me.

sometimes i feel even I don't get myself.

yesterday i was sad and depressed.

went to bed early at eight thirty.

forcing my eyes to shut at that "odd" hour.

i didn't took my dinner even though i was so hungry.

when i woke up this morning, the feelings is still there.

i knew my Monday is ruined already.

then came this car that makes my Monday even worse.

he's driving at 20 km/h on the right lane!

i dare not do anything coz he's a large-sized "kellyNG".

thou i feel useless, i don't want to die fighting with people on the road. dem u "kellyNG"!

(seriously, don't tell u guys are not racist at times)

hey..... i don't feel like working anymore.

just about i'm getting some trust here, i suddenly had the idea of quitting.

what happened to me actually?! *feelingbrokenallthewaydown*

"I feel like I'm gonna disappear"