Tuesday 17 August 2010

only an Aunt can~

"Only an Aunt can give hugs like a mother,
can keep secrets like a sister,
and share love like a friend"

Hey I just found this beautiful Spanish proverb at Sis Zabrina's blog.

I love it! simply because I felt different whenever I'm around Faheem. Its something I can't describe. Even he is not my child, I think I cared for him more than I cared for myself. Maybe this is how mothers feel about their child. Ok maybe mine is not that hundred-percent-pure-love, maybe not even half the feelings, but I think it surely can be felt by mostly all aunts - feeling of a mother. I never wanted to see him cry, I'm freaked out even to imagine that he falls down etc etc, and I just love the way he hugs me tightly when he's afraid of the dark like I'm he's super savior at that time. To think that he felt safe around me just make me happy. Awkward isn't it? Little feelings that catches the heart! Subhanallah for He who created such a great feelings!

Faheem, having u around just make me more excited of being a mother. InsyaAllah, one day, if Allah wills. Be a good son dear. Be a good grandchild. Be a good nephew. Most importantly, be a good Servant of Allah. Aunty Abby loves u. <3

budak manja~ :P


p/s: berdoa semoga satu hari nanti Allah akan memuliakan rahimku dengan zuriat yang soleh dan solehah. *amin* :)
p/s lagi: Salam Ramadhan semua! Ayuh buat yang lebih baik dari tahun lepas. Faheem kalau puasa boleh le dapat duit raya. hihi.

Thursday 5 August 2010

empty


sebagaimana sebuah rumah
yang akan usang
bila di biar tak berpenghuni

sebagaimana kertas
yang akan mereput
bila tidak dimanfaatkan

sebagaimana air
yang menjadi rosak
bila tidak mengalir

ah rasa kosong itu datang lagi
menggoyah jiwa
mengundang leka

sesungguhnya masa lapang itu membunuh iman
jangan biar jiwa itu sendirian

Wednesday 4 August 2010

rindu

"sabarlah menanti
usahlah ragu
kekasihkan datang sesuai
dengan iman di hati"

"bila di dunia ia tiada
moga di syurga ia telah menanti
bila di dunia ia tiada
moga di syurga ia telah menunggu"




~lirik menunggu di sayup rindu~
~maidany~