Tuesday, 28 September 2010

saya nak dengar cerita kamu

dulu ada buku ni

sekarang mungkin patut ada buku ini pula

cepatlah, saya nak dengar cerita kamu pula *mode sarcasm*

رَبَّنَا لَا تُزِغْ قُلُوبَنَا بَعْدَ إِذْ هَدَيْتَنَا وَهَبْ لَنَا مِنْ لَدُنْكَ رَحْمَةً إِنَّكَ أَنْتَ الْوَهَّابُ

"Ya Tuhan kami, janganlah Engkau pesongkan hati-hati kami kepada kesesatan sesudah Engkau beri petunjuk kepada kami, dan kurniakanlah kepada kami rahmat dari sisi Engkau. Sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pemberi." ( Ali Imran: 7)

يَا مُقَلِّبَ الْقُلُوْبِ، ثَبِّتْ قَلْبِي عَلَى دِيْنِكَ

Wahai Tuhan yang membolak-balikkan hati, teguhkan hati kami di atas agama-Mu."
(HR. Ahmad dan a-Tirmizi)

اللَّهُمَّ مُصَرِّفَ الْقُلُوبِ صَرِّفْ قُلُوبَنَا عَلَى طَاعَتِكَ

"Ya Allah yang mengubahkan hati, ubahlah hati-hati kami kepada mentaatiMu"
( Imam Muslim)

Monday, 27 September 2010

pisang berbuah dua kali

aku dah ulangi kesilapan yang sama sebanyak dua kali.
kenapa lah aku tak boleh ramal benda-benda macam ni.
aku sepatutnya boleh agak dari awal lagi.
kadang-kadang sifat keterujaan kita mengaburi realiti yang akan kita hadapi.
aku akur.
kesilapan ini, tandanya aku belum cukup matang membuat keputusan.
kesilapan ini, tandanya aku belum cukup kuat melawan cabaran.
bagus juga kan, aku tersedar awal.
sebelum semua ni memerangkap diri.
sebelum aku menyesal di kemudian hari.
syukur, Tuhan masih sayang aku.
Dia masih mahu aku belajar.

nanti aku cerita bila semua ni dah selesai okeh.
doakan aku supaya aku tak tersalah langkah lagi. :)

p/s: kesilapan tak bermakna kita gagal kan?
p/s lagi: saja nak membangkitkan rasa nak menulis tu, biarpun entri pendek dan..... (isi tempat kosong)

Wednesday, 22 September 2010

hey cinta

Samihah forwarded this email to me earlier this morning. Just thought of sharing it here. Hoping to reduce the dullness of this blog.


This is amazing, DR RANDY PAUSCH died of pancreatic cancer in 2008, but wrote a book ‘The last lecture” before then, one of the bestsellers in 2007. What a legacy to leave behind.


1. Don’t compare your life to others’. You have no idea what their journey is all about.

2. Don’t have negative thoughts of things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment

3. Don’t over do; keep your limits

4. Don’t take yourself so seriously; no one else does

5. Don’t waste your precious energy on gossip

6. Dream more while you are awake

7. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need..

8. Forget issues of the past. Don’t remind your partner of his/her mistakes of the past. That will ruin your present happiness.

9. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. Don’t hate others.

10. Make peace with your past so it won’t spoil the present

11. No one is in charge of your happiness except you

12. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn.

Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.

13. Smile and laugh more

14. You don’t have to win every argument. Agree to disagree.

15. Negativity starts with you. Don’t respond to a friend’s happy greeting of “good morning, how was your weekend…?”, with

“ ….weekend was too short and I have to come back here to work”.

16. Be happy, be grateful, But don’t be content. There are a lot more others, who would sacrifice a lot to be in your place.

17. Be positive, even in down times, some may think you’re insane, but they would want to be like you.


18. Call your family often

19. Each day give something good to others

20. Forgive everyone for everything

21. Spend time with people over the age of 70 & under the age of 6

22. Try to make at least three people smile each day

23. Don’t allow yourself to fall into compromising situations, you may live to regret some of them.

24. What other people think of you is none of your business. You cannot control how others feel.

25. Your job will not take care of you when you are sick. Your family and friends will. Stay in touch.


26. Put GOD first in anything and everything that you think, say and do.

27. GOD heals everything

28. Do the right things

29. However good or bad a situation is, it will change. Nothing could ever remain the same

30. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up

31. The best is yet to come

32. Get rid of anything that isn’t useful, beautiful or joyful

33. When you awake alive in the morning, thank GOD for it

34. If you know GOD you will always be happy. So, be happy.

35. Life’s routes is all about choices, think before you make that choice, & when you do, you will be happy for it.

While you practice all of the above, share this knowledge with the people you love, people you school with,

people you play with, people you work with and people you live with.

Not only will it enrich YOUR life, but also that of those around you.

"hey cinta, bila aku kan bisa belajar mencintai diri ku?"

"bila kau mula mencintai Tuhanmu" :)

Wednesday, 1 September 2010

all these years

I force my self to sleep extra hours
Just to forget what had happened yesterday
and yes, I'm nowhere near perfect
neither that bad either
but when you charge me
for something that I never intentionally do
I think you just never know me
for all these years
you still didn't know me

p/s: hurt. it hurts. oh dizzy dizzy day.