...my apology...

to whoever friends who felt like they're being ignored by me during this semester break, please accept my apology. I'm so lazy to reply ur SMSs, messages, emails, testi etc etc. infact it have become a habit for me to leave my cell phone 'merata-rata' especially in the car. so usually at late evening or nite or the next morning only I'm able to reply any incoming messages or calls (if there's any) I don't know where this habit comes from. maybe its due to the fact that this is my last semester holiday before I finally graduate in mid of next year (insyaAllah) Then I'm freed to the industry or maybe I'll continue my studies to a higher level. its not decided yet. maybe there's no more long holiday with my family. I'm just spending the time I'm not sure I'll have next time. no worries I'm sure to have my cell phone with me 24/7 again once the semester opened. till then, toodles~

p/s: this apology is especially for my BFF. but i do reply ur messages rite? ;P

The Paradoxical Commandments

People are illogical, unreasonable, and self-centered.
Love them anyway.

If you do good, people will accuse you of selfish ulterior motives.
Do good anyway.

If you are successful, you win false friends and true enemies.
Succeed anyway.

The good you do today will be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.

Honesty and frankness make you vulnerable.
Be honest and frank anyway.

The biggest men and women with the biggest ideas can be shot down by the smallest men and women with the smallest minds.
Think big anyway.

People favor underdogs but follow only top dogs.
Fight for a few underdogs anyway.

What you spend years building may be destroyed overnight.
Build anyway.

People really need help but may attack you if you do help them.
Help people anyway.

If you find serenity and happiness, there may be jealousy;
Be happy anyway.

Give the world the best you have and you’ll get kicked in the teeth.
Give the world the best you have anyway.

You see, in the final analysis, it is between you and God;
It was never between you and them anyway.

p/s: credit to iluvislam.com =)

...i don't know...

*screeeeechhhhhhhh*
being hurt again.
they didn't know they've done it for thousands time.
they didn't know i kept hanging in there.
they didn't know i'm sick of this.
they never knew how long i can stand this.
and i don't know too.

highlight : i'm off to somewhere tomorrow.gonna be back after a week.dis holiday doesn't seem to guarantee that i'm gonna be healed no matter how long it takes.