my monday

sometimes i feel like no one gets me.

sometimes i feel even I don't get myself.

yesterday i was sad and depressed.

went to bed early at eight thirty.

forcing my eyes to shut at that "odd" hour.

i didn't took my dinner even though i was so hungry.

when i woke up this morning, the feelings is still there.

i knew my Monday is ruined already.

then came this car that makes my Monday even worse.

he's driving at 20 km/h on the right lane!

i dare not do anything coz he's a large-sized "kellyNG".

thou i feel useless, i don't want to die fighting with people on the road. dem u "kellyNG"!

(seriously, don't tell u guys are not racist at times)

hey..... i don't feel like working anymore.

just about i'm getting some trust here, i suddenly had the idea of quitting.

what happened to me actually?! *feelingbrokenallthewaydown*

"I feel like I'm gonna disappear"

waiting for the call

Bismillah... Assalamualaikum!

How do you guys like my new layout?

Well, secara jujurnya memang lapang sangat tengok blog yg simple, putih dan luas ni.

takda lah sakit hati sangat owner nya tengok kan.

dah la blog berhabuk tak berupdate. haha.

actually i have nothing much to update.

just came back from majlis merisik for my cousin.

walla! my cuzzy gonna turn 30 this year, and his soon-to-be-wifey is a year younger than me.

but okey je kan sebenarnya. kalau dah jodoh dan berkenan go on je la kan.

tapi boleh tak nenek bakal wife dia ni tanya aku, "sekolah lagi ke ni?" err.. terima kasih nek! saya terasa muda pulak. haha.

hah! alkisahnya kenapa aku sibuk2 kat majlis merisik orang? dah mak aku ajak, aku ikut je la. walaupun kehadiran aku di situ tak menyumbang apa2 pun. just sumbang perut kosong mintak diisi. hihi. sedap ok bakal wife dia masak. ke sebab aku lapar? tapi kalau ikut anak tekak aku memang patut la dia dah boleh kawen.

dan tiba2 pulak angah aku and family nak ikut. ni dah jadi bukan kes merisik dah ni. mana ada orang merisik sampai 3 buah kereta? haha. layan je la labu. apa salahnya kenal2 bakal cousin kan?

ok lah. tahap kerajinan aku nak berblog pun dah sampai takat ni je. life pretty busy right now. ada rezeki yang datang tanpa disangka2. alhamdulillah. :) tapi rezeki tu dtg bukan bergolek macam tu je. kena kerja keras lagi. doakan saya k!

p/s: dah setahun dah since pergi umrah dulu. sekarang hari2 dgr lagu Waiting for The Call by Irfan Makki. rindu lah!

"O Allah! I am waiting for the call

praying for the day when I can be near the Kabah wall"